fckyeahcutecouples:

A young family, yet a happy one, thats all it matters.

Awh <3

if its the last thing i do in life

i’ll die a happy half of “the newlyweds”

n to kno i finally made u my wife

will put me at peace b4 my rest

but if it is the last thing i do in life

..that means i’ll leave u lonely

but i never wana go away

for fear of u bein alone, if only

for a mere few moments

moments we’ll never get to share

bcuz i promised u the heavens

n im gonna take u there

so if the last thing i do in life

is pass away after sayin “i do”

jus kno that my last thought in life

was

I.. Love.. You

she said i swept her off her feet

n i told her she owns my heart

but as of late, or so it seems

everything is fallin apart

idk when it happend

but..

i just wana know why

cuz im sick of wakin up from a dream

just to fuckin cry

n when it becums too much

i talk to paigey about all of my dreams

bcuz she sumhow understands:

     exacty wut it is to believe

     that the GREATEST love is almost over

        when thas really not the case

     n why i’d rather txt than call

        so i dnt have to wipe my face

n we txt n txt endlessly

n bak n forth we go

n just when i talk bout givn up

she replies bak wit a “NO!!”

but my hands feel restraind

n my confidence continues to lower

cuz the dreams im havn are tellin me

that the ride is almost over

but..

just a lil longer please

…i need more time for coping

but..

the storm is fast approaching

so..

im prayin and im hoping

cuz im in desperate need of coaching

on how to accept the

fact..

that..

what i am is who she needs

n why i need to be where she needs

cuz when im not

is when she needs

n i feel it when she’s hurt

..cuz if she’s cut, it’s me that bleeds

the mirror looks bak at me

n tells me “toughen up”

“cuz nobody else could ever show her..”

”..wut it is to truely be loved”

so i close my eyes so i can see

cuz my tears distort what my eyes tell me

..but my mind reads, with certainty

lyrics, different than what my heart sings

true enuff, absence helps ur love to grow

but what of the pain that being apart brings??

MUSIC..

1. take a razor
2. break down the line
3. put ur nose to the speaker
4. BREATHE IN
5. repeat

holdn on as tight as i can.. startn to wonder how much longer i can hold it tho.. but i will never break dat promise, i love u much too much to do dat

gym time!! i wonder wuts gon on wit my baby.. im worried bae

blackxbeauty:

So I’m gettn ready for the summer

awww yea!!!